Numb

Feeling numb is best i can describe right now on how i'm feeling.So much had happened but i'm still standing strong believing that it will end soon.

Tonite,i learned the most valuable lesson in my life.Never take for granted of love.The pain,the suffering,the numbness,the hurt.Without it,i won't be learning about life that easy.I had to learned it in a hard way.What goes around,comes around.

I'm speechless.Do not know how to say it in words when the things that i did to other people came striking back at me and i don't know what to do because of love,i'm willingly to take it and gulp it though how hurt my heart is to hear it,i will still continue fighting for us.Let the people say i'm silly,stupid,naive but this is me.No question asked.

If saying sorry would solve every problems in this world,i wouldn't have to say it so many times before.