Depression

I'm just tired.
I don't have motivation to get up in the morning.
I say no to hanging out with friends.
I get upset over the stupidest things.
I cry much too often.
I'm too irritable and i snap at at people.
Most of the time i don't understand the things i do.
or why i do them in the first place.
Depression isn't something that just goes away over night.
It's an illness.
So mom,dad, i'm sorry.
I hope you can understand why im being so quiet.
I'm sorry to all my friends.
I wish i could let u inside my head
because i feel like u all see me as an over dramatic person.
i'm just too sensitive.
i can't help it.i don't want to be this way anymore.
It hurts.I hope u can understand.
All this while i've been hurt.When she came into my life, i was afraid that i hurt her.
Till i chose to be wrong.
She is too good for me.