Together Again

We went out that one night when it was too dark to see, we kissed
the tender caring woman that you were.
I wasn't interested all along but i came back to see
what i couldn't distinguish the night before.
I left and i try to pushed you from my memory
but your personality, attitude, your love pursued me and we fell
We burned the phone lines until i melted and i been compassionate to you.

Our first time together you touched me and discovered new territories in me, i never even knew existed.
I cried out in passion as our bodies melded together like melted steel
We soared together and landed on exotic shores, still clinging together, wanting more.

But i drifted apart, my body went astray and but never my soul.
My heart, however still remained yours.
Now after so much we went through, the fire has been burning even bigger and i find myself loving you even more.
The passion has been awakened, the flames burning brighter than before.

I need you, i want you, i desire you even more.
I pray for the day when we'll be free to love, unconditionally, once more.

Chance

I love u n that is true, no one know how much i long for you. Each day i dream that you are near just a glance away...

Another chance that's all i ask, to hold u close and hope for the moment to last.

I'd give my all, see and touch ur face, memories each angle to have something to rekindle.

Ur my dream come true and I'll give my life for u, i'll protect u make sure that no one can ever hurt u.

I'll ask all the angels to guide u, i'll always love u and no one will take ur place.

Look down on me from the sky, for each time a star sparkles i'll know its you smiling from above.

I miss you baby, so bad...

Poetry is the food of Love v.3

U r beautiful, u r the night
the shining skies, the stars so bright

You are the other half of me
all the things i want to be

My heart is urs, u've had it all along
and together we make this wonderful song

You make me feel so whole
dancing around inside my soul
and i just want 2 melt into u
words r here, thoughts so true

I cannot begin to explain
the purpose behind the pain
but i want it to lead us back to one another
to be friends, companions and lovers
and i prayed to God every day
to show u the way
back to our heart

When we were loving
Im alive
When we fight
Im crying inside
And all i wanna
Do is die

When i hear u breathe
When u sleep
My heart skips a beat

When u laugh
My heart hears angels sing

When u cry
It makes me wanna die
For i know pain is
Our sorrow

When u say u love me
I just wanna b next 2 u
So my lips can touch urs


When we make love.
I nvr wanna stop.
For it's ur body i want
next 2 me

It's u and me
And me and u
4 when u
c my heart
u c me
And when u
c me
Forever it can be u and me..

I love the way u love me.
I wish i was closer to the love
We shared

You

U r the love that my heart was waiting for
I may have thought i loved someone else before
But this is nothing in comparison with the love i feel for u
U r my only love
My greatest love
My missing puzzle piece
My dream come true
The woman i prayed for, and loved
Even before i physically met you
I always knew u were there
U have always been a part of my heart
This is the one thing that u can always count on
U'll always have my love, my loyalty my body and my heart
U r my soul’s match and my destiny
I will love u all the days of my life
And through eternity ever after.

Poetry is the food of Love v.2

As I gaze into the deepest blue
So strong is your will 2 love and b true
Ur soul i see; ur heart, i feel
As i gaze into the deepest blue

Ur afraid to love due to my past
So broken is ur heart confused
Heaven u pray; plz make ur pain go away
Storms continue to rage as i gaze into the deepest blue

2 mask the pain; u say being alone is true
However, ur heart yearns to love again all anew
U try to hold back love; love wants to soar up above
As i gaze into the deepest blue

Let ur heart feel love again
For living in the past only brings pain
Embrace love, and let love live once more
As ur eyes reveal love, in the deepest blue

How do i make this heartache go away
My head, and heart, and its thinking goes a stray
Plz let me see the light of love once more
However, more suffering is in store

Let love live i say
I cry to thee; please never go away
My love, i'll help you ease the pain
By loving you once again

Poetry is the food of Love

Im sorry for the pain for all what i raze
With all the tears falling off of ur face
Our wonderful dreams now faded with haze
Because of me our souls can no more gaze
U r the moon that i always gaze

In my head wonder, the thought of u never coming back
It scare me till to hang my neck
Inside me like a glass
We had a great past

Some problems in life
But i still wanted it to be u
Im seeing thru the nite

Sometimes i still cry
From a crushing heart
Yet i still want u
Even though we're a part
Wishing you'd come back

I see us in the clouds
See us in the moon
See myself with u again
U r my princess and queen.. I love u!

Im sorry for the lies
No more of that, only the truth
This love i have for u is real
And as i say this i start to kneel

I nvr told u this before and how
The only time i felt this way
Is right here and now
I guess i missed the chance to come out and say
That i love u more each night and day

I used to be ur pride and joy
U used to show me off
U made sure I was well cared for
U even made sure I rested well

Im falling apart and becoming unhealthy
Wake up and love me again
Love me again, plz love me again before i die

Listen carefully to what i to have say my other half,
Because i believe there wont be another opportunity 2 tell u this.
I love u and i am truly sorry i lied.
I know it was not right for me to do so.

I know I lost ur trust.
As i also know u r not going to 4give me for a long time.
Just know that the love i have for u will burn strong till the day u decide to come back.

She didn't deserve it

I understand with perfect clarity what its like 2 take her 4 granted.

I understand with perfect clarity how badly it burns 2 see her tears fall down her face when she asked me 4 so little and I made it sound like it was so much.

I understand with perfect clarity the guilt that would come over me when I'd want to be out with my friends instead of sitting at her place with her and me under a blanket.

I understand with perfect clarity the sensation of putting her down in front of my friends when she never deserved it.

I understand with perfect clarity the ache I'd see in her eyes when she so badly wanted me to be just a fraction of all the things she had been 4 me.

I understand with perfect clarity the mistrust I gave her when other girls would smile at me and I would smile back.

I understand with perfect clarity the anguish I caused her when I said I'd be there and didn't meet her half way.

I understand with perfect clarity the crushing devastation I gave her in all the times she tried to love me.

I understand with perfect clarity the defiance of never acknowledging the tears she shed 4 us.

I understand with perfect clarity the burning of her sobs upon my hand when I tried to comfort her.

I understand with perfect clarity the grief I caused her in all my maybes and what ifs.

I understand with perfect clarity the torment of never being able to say to her how scared I really was of the happiness she could have represented in my life.

And even though I 'understand with perfect clarity' such things... in my heart of hearts what she felt, put up with, went through, cried about, and endured because of my insecurities, mistrust, and bad choices of mistakes...

My depressive heart didn't have it half as bad as hers...

Through the good times and the bad... I know I gave her 'for the better'... but I also gave her 'for the worse'...

And she didn't deserve it... she didn't deserve it...Am truly sorry my love. I want to fix us right.

Depression

I'm just tired.
I don't have motivation to get up in the morning.
I say no to hanging out with friends.
I get upset over the stupidest things.
I cry much too often.
I'm too irritable and i snap at at people.
Most of the time i don't understand the things i do.
or why i do them in the first place.
Depression isn't something that just goes away over night.
It's an illness.
So mom,dad, i'm sorry.
I hope you can understand why im being so quiet.
I'm sorry to all my friends.
I wish i could let u inside my head
because i feel like u all see me as an over dramatic person.
i'm just too sensitive.
i can't help it.i don't want to be this way anymore.
It hurts.I hope u can understand.
All this while i've been hurt.When she came into my life, i was afraid that i hurt her.
Till i chose to be wrong.
She is too good for me.