She Used to say this

I wish we could go back to this moment and for me to appreciate you..thank you for being there for me.



Sayang...don't ever cry again when I'm not there by urside,it hurts my heart for not being there for u...I so wanna hug u kiss u n make u feel better.I don't care how many people don't like me..All I want is you to love me from the bottom of ur heart,no lies no bad things...no matter wat ur past is...that's ur past..I had my past too..everyone does..no matter what u did in ur past..it does not apply on me...I'm ur presence..and I wanna be ur future...don't let me down like how u don't want me to let u down...If u were a player once...that was ur past..it's gone..now u have me..u cannot be a player..cuz I don't love a player..n u won't be one anymore..wat ur mom says about u or says about me..it's ok..buy time..she don't know how her son is progressing..she don't know me..start to treat her better and tell her things slowly...she'll see it one day. I'm sorry if my presence bring u trouble..I just haven't and don't wish to give up in this relationship we have..I had to be stubborn n firm to tell myself ur gonna be the one for me..n I want myself to be right..so don't fail me. In this short period of time that we get to know each other and for other's to accept me it's hard..and yes I don't like it. But I buy time..I wanna know that this decision I made is right..whatever u've gone through with Brenda..I don't wanna know already...I know how you feel for her..I love my first bf as much as u loved her..he WAS my everything...he's the only person who really really loves me and take care of me even he's got nothing..and I left him just to please my mum...sometimes I wish one day I could find someone better than him to take care of me..becoz the way he treat me is just unexplainable..but I never ask for anything..from u...becoz u r my presence...and I don't want to ask...like u said..I'll c it myself one day...u are u..my past is my past..ur past is ur past..I don't think about my past until u tell me about ur past.I'm a person who campak my past aside until someone reminds me of it..karma..watever it is..if we'r strong nothing will go wrong...make me the only one..






Dear Darling,
 
 
 
I wish I could make everysingle day of ur life like living on a rainbow...where every color represents different surprises & happiness..the cover of me is just like a cover of a book..I hope one day you'll be able to read till the last page of me & know whats the meaning of me & the index of me..I wish I don't have to make my rainbow colorless. People kept telling me I look tough but I am weak & broken inside..some people don't see the detail of me. I wish one day you'll get your wish & still have me to celebrate with you side by side. My heart was empty ♡ but I have decided to let you fill me ♥ but please don't break me my love.  Your other half,Me.