Monday, June 13, 2011

I'm Sorry

We are falling apart, the spark was gone, and the light was fading.I have no reason to hate you.I just want to make you happy but i wasn't doing the right thing coz im loving you the wrong way.Neglecting you and appreciating you wasn't enough.I dont know what was going through my head.I know if i treat you right,i will get ten folds of what im giving from you.You tried everything, for me to stay away but dear,i love you more coz of those things you do.Im still hoping that someday you would bring back the Room 36 memories.Now, you get angrier with me asking me to set you free but darling i would do everything just to have you coz without you I feel lost with even now you are no close to me ever since your mom moved back to KL.

I've learned that words can soothe the heart but can also tear two lovers apart and i ruined things way beyond compare.Our love was so special, so happy and strong.So special that there is no perfect love song.So special that i believe you would go against your mom just to be with me.There's no excuse for the way i acted.It was not me,i was so unattractive.My love for you will never let you go.Ive told you once,ive told you twice, i'll tell you over and over again, you have my soul.I beg for your forgiveness for me to come back to you and be your real man.Through all of this Ive learned so much and to never take for granted something as simple as your touch.

If i may say the least for making your heart bleed.Im sorry my love.....I know you have doubt in me,i know for a fact.sorry for the things ive said to you selfishly.I dont want to let you go.you are my everything and I cant live without you.you are my life,my baby.I know i was wrong and now im crying asking you forgiveness,Im sorry,please forgive me.